Thursday, 24 November 2011

my heart Blog!!!

i have a blog in my heart..
and but one faithful follower.
I'd dare not share these posts with you...
you'll judge me much i know you will
what i need most, he provides!
a listening ear, he avails.
when the time is right he'll be my judge
until then..here's my heart blog...
to my faithful follower.

My heart is broken now you know..
another dropped it
and shattered to pieces it fell tonite!
My heart blog to you i cry!

Saturday, 12 November 2011

How it hurts...

There i was...
thinking what an amazing nite t'was goin to be...
after giving off most of my day and evening for an ungrateful patient..
coming back home to a tired husband who was being really sweet...
hey he shampooed my hair...
but just when i thought the nite had just started great...he says the wrong things...
and bruises ma heart bad.
why couldn't you just say the right things?









Tuesday, 1 November 2011

AZONTO!!!!


 Boy, I love the azonto dance!...show me the migraine skank! Enjoy!!!

Friday, 28 October 2011

I MISS WEY GEY HEY!!!

http://youtu.be/GGYdxRH2Es8



I will never trade anything for the experience I had in Wesley Girls' High School.  I met so many wonderful girls!
Holler back Gey Hey Girls!

Monday, 10 October 2011

My snoring half.

❤ ❤ ❤................ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Yep, weird subject...but we are soooooo going there.

I always knew my boyfriend (now my husband) snored....
I just didnt know he snored THIS much....

Why, i didn't even know he snored THIS much during our honeymoon...and no i don't think i was so fatigued to have slept like a bear and not notice.

5 months into our marriage and my husband starts making these outrageously loud noises about 20cm from my ears each aching minute i am aware that i'v drifted out of sleep again...which will be about the 20th time!(by the time i decide i'm fed up that is).The annoying thing is, he seems to stop this "tic" after a nudge or two..only to resume much louder than before!

Speak of endurance...those were some 2 weeks of  mega stress...going to bed stressed from work..and getting stressed on waking because my sleepless nights were nothing to write home about.

For the first time in my life..i began to wonder..."I am going to live like this the rest of our marriage?...for God sake..I'll turn into a freaking Zombie!" I started to wonder how many women( or men for that matter) actually deal with this(I pause here with a smile on my face as i remember Evan from Royal Pains complain to his Medical doctor brother, Hank, about how terribly his girlfriend snores, lol).

The word "frustrating" in this case is an understatement... For that period in time, our relationship went through turmoil...most of the time i was angry..not particularly at anything...but subconsciously at him...the annoying thing is...he REFUSED to believe he snored!!! Imagine that.

When it came to crunch...i had to find a way out. Thank God for a handy camcorder...a 5 minute video of my sleeping better-half was all the proof i needed! Now he knew he snored! he felt bad about it..and started sleeping on the couch (yeah right! as if that would solve the problem...cuz the couch was right next to the bed...hahaaa).

I finally put my thinking cup on...had to find a solution..or face becoming a nagging zombie. Oh you won't believe the CONTRAPTIONS i found online to deal with snoring! The lengths to which people go! Not for me, thank you! Then i realised although my husband snored the first 5 months of our "happily-ever-after", it was bearable..almost unnoticeable...so there had to be a reason..."was he extra-stressed-out lately?", could it be the new bed...considering we'd moved rooms...or was it part of him growing up...the answer was more simple than all those....PILLOWS!!! My babe was not sleeping on his pillows (having still unpacked them since packing out). He always seemed to sleep fine without them and not complain. So to the pillows i went for rescue...and its been a sweet-serenading snore since!!!! Long live pillows!




Sunday, 9 October 2011

My Billion dollar question

Seriously, how much worse is the pain of dysmenorrhoea compared to childbirth?

I am sitting here at 4:00am this Sunday morning( something i won't otherwise do unless i was up cramming for a paper)...and wondering why the heck i'm in sooo much pain?

Have just been thinking....

Do we women experience painful cyclical "bleeds" as part of Eve's curse in the garden of Eden...

Or is it solely a  "plus" in that its to prepare one for...if not nullify the pain of childbirth?

I am aware we all as individuals have varying thresholds to enduring pain...but I'd love if some experiences were shared....for truly...THIS is MY billion dollar question. A penny for your thoughts!



Monday, 12 September 2011

marriage!

funny how much time and money goes into planning the big day
how many times you fantacise about your new life together
then the day comes and it passes
and you live out reality
one day at a time.

for the married couple out there?
are there times when u've caught yourself wondering if you made the right decision?
marrying the person you chose?
ever wondered how different things may be had they not been the ones?

today i write to celebrate my husband...
and i have no regrets saying...
"yes, i have wondered more than once ...
if you trully were the one...
but each time...
i've had to come around and say
you've made my life so much better
yes i may nag you out of your bad habits
and complain endlessly when you don't do things my way...
but through it all...i remember
Luther Vandross' "I'd rather"...
and so I toast to you...our memories past and future to come!
"Love you hun".

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